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THE WRITER Koh Shi Li. Born on 6 Sept 1987. Virgo. Has 2 sisters, whom i'm in a love-hate relationship with. Met the most wonderful guy, who is also damn lucky to have met me, on 18 Nov 2006 and we have been working hard towards a beautiful future tgt since then. HER MAN Puah Yeow Chong  HER UPDATES TAGBOARD HER FRIENDS OTHERS HER MEMORIES August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 CREDIT |
Friday, March 27, 2009 I'm all alone in hall tonight. Felt that i have to stay back so that i can study for my monday's tests. (Yes. TestS because i have 2 on the same day). Seriously, i feel so lonely here because almost everyone had gone home for the weekend, except for the tiongs. Sigh. Don't even know if i dare to sleep at night or not and i am sort-of half way through studying for both tests. I have been a 很难应付的人 for the past week because of my PMS. And stress? I have been cold towards friends. I have been throwing tantrums and i feel lost, and feel like crying because i feel so lost, for no reason at all. I have been a stubborn girlfriend, who have been wanting things my way. And like what happens every month, i have been very tired. On to more light-hearted things. My father bought me new phone over the last weekend, so i'm using Nokia E71 now. (Big thanks to my papa!!) I haven been eyeing for the phone for the past month, eversince my Samsung Soul got sent to the repair shop and i was left with no phone until darling lent me his spare phone. I didn't trade in my old phone so that now i have my own spare phone. Anyway, i'm loving my phone except that the buttons are so tiny that typing messages usually ends up with alot of typos, which i have to edit, so i take a longer time to send a message.  Why did i want this phone? Hee. Because it has the GPS function, which i have been so 'gian'. I want to use the GPS when i am in Taiwan! Also, it has WIFI so i can surf net at home and in the city area using my phone. Hee. Of course also because it is chio lah. Hee. But when i see my old phone lying on my table, i feel bad towards it. 因为我太喜新厌旧了. Can't remember anything good that happened for the past week except for this. All i can remember are: Mood Swings Loneliness Feeling lost Needing him to be with me everyday Hope that my secondary school clique is really meeting up on Monday so that i can have a break after my test. Actually, i haven't been studying very hard. Sigh. What happened to the ShiLi 3 years ago? Wednesday, March 18, 2009  Darling took today off (self declared) and accompanied me for most of the day. Since i only have class at 430pm, we woke up at 10am and went to JP for lunch. We had Billy Bombers because it had 50% off for starters and drinks. But he ordered too much as usual so we had to pack back the chicken wings for Peijun. Hee. I think he really 其图想把我养肥, so that 没有人会要我. Then next time he can keep himself busy with work and not worry that i'll be with other guys.When we came back to hall, darling played PSP till 4pm then we left together, i went for my lesson and he went to meet Zac at Bishan. Really happy that we can steal some time together today. Although the real reason why he did not go to work is probably because he was not feeling very well. Poor him. Must be under too much stress, mainly from work and me i guess. Haha. 还是我太高估自己了? Hee. Doesn't matter.  Thanks for every thing today darling! Monday, March 16, 2009 Back in hall. I have a presentation tomorrow and strangely, i don't feel nervous at all now. Perhaps because this prof is not known for being tough on the presenters. Anyway, i went to watch the Man U vs Liverpool match with darling and his friends on Saturday. Had dinner with darling and JJ before going to Harry's to meet their other friends. The match was quite nice because both teams were aggressive. Or maybe because i always watch Arsenal's matches with darling so this match seems to be more aggressive. Haha. Watching soccer in a big group, with other people watching the match together, is definitely more fun than just watching with a few friends. They will go "Woaaah.." and "GOAL!!" together and it's more rowdy. Haha. After that, darling sent me home and spent the night at my house. Sunday was a slack day spent at my house. Darling gave my sister tuition at 8am in the morning, while i was still sleeping on the sofa, and after that, we had lunch together at home and darling did FF and introduced saving plans to my sister with the budget she provided the last time they talked. Then, we went back to sleep again, this time, in my air-conditioned room. Haha. Slept until 6pm to wake up for dinner. Haha. I love spending time like this together. Hard to come by though. =) I know i have to start studying HARD for my exams. So please stop nagging at me. Saturday, March 14, 2009 I wake up almost everyday with a freaking headache and somtimes it can last for the whole day. I should be studying right now but i can't get started. Exams are in 4 weeks time and i have 2 tests, back to back, in 2 weeks time. I have presentation next week, which is already finished, but presentations always makes me nervous, even when i know that i am well prepared. I want to meet up with my secondary school and JC friends but i don't have the time, because i really should be studying. I miss kbox. I miss shopping outside boon lay and tampines. I miss having fun. I miss not being guilty when i'm not studying. I want to post photos of me having fun, like ruiting, but i don't have such photos. Haha. I NEED TO GET INTO THE STUDYING MOOD NOW!! 6 more weeks to freedom. 7 more weeks to Taiwan. 我忍!!!! Thursday, March 12, 2009 I'm disappointed.. That i did not receive your reply to an email i bother to type. That when i'm trying to hard to put myself in your shoes, you can't do the same for me. You're working so hard not for me. It's just for yourself to prove your worth to those who cares about what you're worth. You just don't understand. And you never will because you don't bother. Ass. Wednesday, March 11, 2009 KPMG revised our starting date to 1st October 2009, children's day. Although i'm abit sad, because i can't wait to be financially independent, i still feel lucky that at least i have already secured a job. I really don't understand why there are so many people out there who are much more capable than me and knows their stuff better than me but i got chosen and was offered a job instead of them. Can't help but feel that i'm really lucky. Then again, i believe that everything is fair in this world, you get something more than other people in one aspect, you'll get something less in another aspect. So i'm damn scared that 我会嫁不出去 loh. So i seriously can't wait to get married. (And my boyfriend doesn't have to read this to know that i can't wait to get married) Haha. I'm really envious of those who are getting married. Like when i see my cousin's facebook and see her friend's wedding photos, someone whom i have never seen before, i can't help but feel "Wah.. So lucky". Anyway, regarding me being jobless for 5 months after my exams, if anyone knows of any temporary job openings, please tell me k? I don't mind working as a clerk or some data entry person. I just want to start earning money and hope i can work my way to freedom. Something that warmed by heart happened today. My father, while he drove me back on monday, asked me why am i behaving so strangely recently. FYI, i had to hold back tears in my eyes because i was very unhappy and i was very unhappy because even the smallest thing can upset me. So i told him that i am feeling stressed this semester, because, this being my last semester, i have to pass it so that i can graduate. But 好死不死, the modules i am taking this sem are the hardest in my whole academic life. So of course i am feeling stressed. Anyway, my daddy called me today and asked if i want to have lunch together (his office is only a 15 mins drive away from my school) but i was about to go for a meeting for my presentation next monday so i said i can't. So he asked me to remember to eat later, drink more water and take care of myself. Hee. Last issue of the day... We celebrated Peijun's birthday at 12am on Tuesday. Meixin, Zhuen and I had to pretend that we are in the room doing our own stuff when we are actually planning with the Havoc guys when to come into the room and surprise her. At 12am, Meixin said "Happy Birthday peijun. Sorry we don't have a cake for you." Haha. Then we took the Ben n Jerry ice cream which has been in my fridge for days and said that it shall replace her birthday cake. Haha. Then moments later, the guys came in and sang the birthday song. Woohoo~! We gave her a jacket, 2 sets of br*s and p*nties, and a homemade CD. A homemade CD as in we chose the songs that she likes and burnt it into a CD for her lah. Since meixin came back in the afternoon, i have been sneaking things out of my room to make the CD cover in Meixin's old room. The CD cover also doubles as a card. Less words, more pictures~     
The next day, we went to Jurong point for "linner", because i came back late from my meeting. Hee. We went to NYNY, then decided to change to Ichiban. After having a very filling dinner at Ichiban, we went to starbucks to chill and for my daily dose of coffee.         Monday, March 9, 2009 The 306 test was disastrous! I couldn't do the last 3 questions at all!! The answers that i got from my calculations were not even in one of the multiple choice answers. And Forex was my more confident topic (the last 3 questions were all forex questions). Sigh. Darling came over last week to do FF with Peijun and i could hear most of the content. Seriously, it really isn't my fault. Especially after peijun yelled "I cannot tell you! Even Shili they all don't know about it", it was my natural reaction to 巴耳朵张大一点. Haha. So it really isn't my fault. The weekend wasn't fabulous, but i did have quite alot of time with darling. I went over to his office on Saturday to study. Most of the few hours spent there, i was feeling extremely tired because i went to the airport to study overnight on thursday and i didn't replenish my sleep on friday. Although i was tired and struggling to study, we did have a little picnic in his office. Hee. Tonight, we'll be celebrating the last birthday in hall. Think the birthday girl doesn't even suspect a single thing. Haha. Hope meixin comes back earlier so that we can prepare her present. Thursday, March 5, 2009 Back at home for my long weekend. Went to some theatre at NAFA to watch the hall production last Sunday. After watching 3 hall productions in my entire hall life, this being the last, i think that the one that left the most impression on me is Clip. Perhaps because we got better seats and that time was more fun? I don't know. Anyway, i met ruiting at bugis MRT on my way to meet darling and peijun for dinner before going to NAFA. Actually i saw ah liang 1st, then i saw him turn behind and i followed his line of sight to find ruiting behind him. Haha. If not for ah liang, i don't think i would have noticed her because the MRT station was damn crowded. Darling came over twice this week. Once to do FF with Peijun and once because he was in the west area and it was late. Glad that even though he's busy and all, we can still steal some time together, although when we're together, we don't really talk alot because he'll be doing his work and i'll be doing mine. I'm so not motivated to study! I seriously need a push or a slap from someone to wake me up. Haha. I'm kidding about the slap. I have a test next monday but i'm at home and i'm here blogging. Thinking of whether i should study overnight at the airport again. But recently i get tired easily. Sigh... EXCITED about Peijun's birthday next week. It's probably the last birthday we'll celebrate in hall. The next one, will be after we graduate and i don't even know if we'll celebrate another birthday together. *Sad* Sunday, March 1, 2009 Went to NATAS travel fair with my mum, peijun and meixin on friday. Before going down to expo, they came to my house to plan the places we want to go in Taiwan, check out the air tickets prices and plan the dates we wanted to go. The initial plan was to go for free and easy so we wanted to go to the fair to see if the air tickets are cheaper than getting them online. Anyway, we had a big discovery!! BUDGET AIRLINE TICKETS ARE NOT NECESSARILY CHEAPER THAN NORMAL FLIGHT TICKETS!! So be sure to check out other airline tickets before deciding to go with budget air. Anyway, we ended up buying a tour package at the fair because they are going to the places we planned to go, except for 花莲. We extended out stay in 台北 for 2 nights and in 花莲 for 2 nights. So the total we paid was $1468, inclusive of the extended air tickets and the accommodation in 台北 for 2 nights. Since the travel agency said that they do not have accommodation in 花莲, we decided to stay in the 民宿 darling and his friends stayed in during their grad trip, which costs SGD28 per person per night. The place we are going to stay in is called the stone house and since we told them we hope to get to see whales and dolphins, visit the Sun Moon Lake, and the Tarako Gorge, they had tried to help us plan those trips for the 2 nights we are staying there, but of course we have to pay extra for those trips. We are leaving on 26 April, which is 6 days after my exams and 4 days after darling's birthday, and coming back on 6 May. I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO GO!! But we have to get pass the dreaded exams 1st. Went to darling's friend's chalet yesterday. The chalet was quite nice, think only civil servants can rent it. We had some fun playing the Mad Magazine game with Freddie, Chingyan and Kevin. Hmm. Think that was the most fun part of the day. Haha. Ziyang brought a friend, who is a chef, to cook for us. The food was nice but a little too salty. |