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THE WRITER Koh Shi Li. Born on 6 Sept 1987. Virgo. Has 2 sisters, whom i'm in a love-hate relationship with. Met the most wonderful guy, who is also damn lucky to have met me, on 18 Nov 2006 and we have been working hard towards a beautiful future tgt since then. HER MAN Puah Yeow Chong  HER UPDATES TAGBOARD HER FRIENDS OTHERS HER MEMORIES August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 CREDIT |
Sunday, October 28, 2007 New Balance Real Run Me, Darling, MX, After we ran for 1km plus, darling went to the toilet and I continued running with the rest thinking that he would be able to catch up with me soon. Haha. But he wasn’t able to catch up until I reached the sand part as by then, I think we’ve already ran 7km and I was tired already. GY, Marcus and Qi Yang were running with me all the while before darling caught up and as I didn’t want them to deliberately slow down to wait for me, I pushed myself quite hard to run faster. The pace was not extremely tough for me but I did slow down sometimes when I was having stitch and I asked them to go ahead. But they kept saying that it’s alright and so I tried to jog faster with the pain. Luckily the pain did not last for a very long time. It was very hard to run on sand as the sand was very soft and it was sloping slightly downwards to our left side so I had to walk. Luckily by this time, darling had already caught up and normally, I don’t feel that bad when it’s darling waiting for me. Haha. And since I was already very pissed with the sand, I started to walk, but I did jog at those parts where the sand is tougher and the ground is flatter. After exiting from the sand terrain, I started to jog again and all of a sudden, I felt that it was so easy to jog! (Due to the fact that the ground is solid and flat) Towards the end, I was already very tired and there was a slight upwards slope. As I suck most at slopes, I practically jogged at a speed that any walkers could have overtaken me. Haha. Nonetheless, I wanted to finish the race by jogging so even though I was at that ridiculous speed, I jogged, and darling patiently waited for me. *sweet* At the end of the race, I was so relaxed and happy that I didn’t feel tired at all! I even felt more energetic than when I was jogging. Haha. After collecting our goodie bags and having lunch at Pasir Ris, darling came back with me and took a shower. He accompanied me until 1.15pm before he left for his friend’s house warming. Hehe. I’m really proud of us to be able to finish the race! Monday, October 22, 2007 18/10/2007 Wanted to post this but i keep delaying mainly because i was very lazy and darling stayed over the whole of last week and i did not bring my laptop home so i wasn't able to blog about out 11th month outing. We went to Big O at Wheellocks place for dinner, mainly because darling had a 1-for-1 voucher and i like it when we actually get to save money and eat good food. Hehe. I ordered a cod fish dish and darling ordered mutton. We were both rather full after dinner but we still shared a dessert, the G spot. Haha. My cod fish had a cheesy smell so darling asked the waiter if there is cheese in the sauce. After asking the chef, his reply was there's no cheese but there's butter! No wonder there is that yucky smell. So i tried to avoid the part with the sauce.  Darling's mutton was good, but it was rather raw because i saw blood oozing out when he cuts the meat, but i didn't tell him because i know that he don't take raw food. The mess at the side of his plate is actually mixed beans, which is delicious! Haha.  After dinner, darling and i went back to school. We were so silly! We took from orchard to City Hall then we took the Green Line to Pasir Ris! Haha. Until we reached Lavender, i found out that we took the wrong train so we alighted and took the right one. We took alot of pictures in the train station because i wanted to remember this day. Haha. I think although 11 months might not be long, it's not short too! And we have had quite a few BIG quarrels already. Haha. Hope that we can really last. Back to the books. Saturday, October 20, 2007 UNFAIR! Enough said. Monday, October 15, 2007 Typing an entry before i head for my tempting bed. Have been slacking over the weekend but it wasn't intentional slacking. I didn't manage to do any work last week because i genuinely forgot to bring my company law textbook home to read. Since i could wake up for lecture last friday, i had to read the text book before i can start on my tutorial. On saturday night, i went to wala wala with darling and his old friends. I had a great time there because among his this group of friends, i know like all of them. They either stayed in hall year or i have seen them before. Hehe. I actually drove to Holland V and i was the one driving and darling was the one who read the map and brought us there! Haha. It's a miracle we could reach there only slightly late because we had to find a parking lot. We went to a multi storey carpark to find a parking lot because on a saturday night, it's really hard to find an empty one. Darling found one which was extremely hard for me to park. I cannot blame him because i was panicking as there was 2 cars behind me waiting for me to park into that impossible parking lot and i was too inexperienced to park the car into a parking lot with little allowance. Darling was very patient, asking me not to panic and helping me to look out as i parked. But in the end, i was too frustrated and i asked darling to park the car instead. Darling said that he got a shock to see me in such a state when i could park the car. Haha. I admit that i was abit too frustrated and panicky that i vented it on darling. Poor him again. At wala, we were hearing this band called 'Unexpected' play the first time. It was disappointing because before that, i heard EIC play at wala and they were ALOT better then them. EIC was able to bring the crowd to a high state while unexpected, at least for the 1st gig, couldn't. But the lead singer of unexpected is truly unexpected! Haha. She could sing really really well! After the 1st gig, darling and i went out for coffee because we were both bored by the performance (although she could sing well, she wasn't able to bring in the desired atmosphere to keep us awake at 11pm. We walked around in the vicinity while trying to finish our coffee. Darling complained that the coffee was too sweet for his liking. Haha. We has a little fun playing and joking outside and when we went back, wala was crowded already and the atmosphere was right already. However, once i sat down for a while, i started to feel tired again. But seeing darling happy and listening to his conversations with his friends made me feel happy too. Haha. After the whole performance, which ended at around 130am, the old guys decided to share cab home while me and darling drove back, i drove again. Haha. Darling was very nice, he stayed over at my house and as i had rashes after taking alcohol, darling kept reminding me not to scratch because my whole neck was red already. I had to come back to hall early today because i had Accounting project meeting again. I was stoning soon after cheryl came because i was very tired. Zzz. I've decided not to go for tomorrow's morning company law tutorial since i have not finished my tutorial and i can never finish by tonight because i have not finish reading my textbook. Sigh. I feel guilty for skipping class tomorrow again but even if i go, i'll be wasting my time there. Might as well get more sleep. I promise i will finish reading my company law by tomorrow. I have only 26 pages to read! I MUST do it! 加油啊，诗丽！ Darling is coming to stay over tomorrow! *extremely happy* Thursday, October 11, 2007 Hello! Alot of things happened during this period which i have not blogged. Last Friday, i had to stay back in hall because i had a test on saturday. It's normally rather boring to be in hall on Friday night because most of the people would have gone home already, but strangely, on that weekend, there were quite a few people who will be having tests on Saturday and even on my block, quite a number of girls whom i knew stayed. Moreover, my roomie is a japan exchange student so she had to stay over during the weekend. So, even though i was still bored, i wasn't scared because i wasn't alone. I even had people to eat dinner with! Saturday, after the test, i had to stay back for Accounting project meeting. After that, Jenq drove me, Cheryl, Marcus, Guo Yuan and Weiting home. Darling came to my house after his training to meet me to go to the chalet together. It was my uncle's birthday and there was a celebration in the chalet. Mummy made me unhappy when i reached home by saying some 难听的话. Plus darling and i had some sort of a quarrel the day before and due to the many tests and assignments i had, i didn't have enough sleep, so i was already in a very bad mood when darling came. Poor him. He had to watch me cry and put up wit me when i was throwing my tantrums. I really don't know how he's able to put up with all these nonsense. Haha. I'm grateful that he was patient and well-tempered enough to try to pacify me and to get me to go to the chalet. While at the chalet, darling was very nice, he helped to BBQ, helped my grandfather throw the big bag of rubbish away and accompanied me to downtown east to buy charcoal. After that, mummy, Peck and her BF decides to stay at the chalet so i drove darling and Weishan home. Darling stayed over that night. Hehe. The next day, which is Sunday, darling and i initially planned to go to town to buy the pair of heels i saw in NOVO, then we'll come back to my house and i'll prepare to attend that night's wedding dinner. But i was too tired and so i told darling that i want to sleep instead of going to town. In the end, we slept until 12pm! Haha. Glad that i was able to sleep with darling once again and that darling was able to get more sleep than he normally would get. After we've woke up, we went to fetch mummy and Peck back. Peck, Lirong, Darling and i went to Play to rent DVD to watch. We rented Alone and Hot Fuss, which i did not watch most of it. I was hiding, either behind darling or the cushion when we were watching alone and while they were watching hot fuss, i was preparing for that night's dinner. Darling and i took some photos together after i've dressed up and tied up my hair.   The second photo was taken by Lirong, which goes to show that his photography skills are not very good. Haha. The first photo was self taken by darling. We both like the photo best, out of the few photos we've taken on that day. I don't really like the second photo because me and darling are like strangers taking photo together. *sad* As for this week, I stayed home on Sunday and missed the company law tutorial on Monday morning. Hehe. Me, MX and PJ went for the HAVOC interview on Monday. It felt quite strange because we were interviewed by people whom we already know very well after the last camp and yet, we have to introduce ourselves. Haha. Darling told me a piece of very good news today! He said he'll be coming over to stay for a few months because he needs to train for standard Chartered this year. Hopefully my roomie will be fine with it. I have not asked her yet. Back to doing tutorial for tomorrow's accounting tutorial. Friday, October 5, 2007 Lesson 1: Something happened last night between me and darling. I've learnt a lesson from that incident. I regret deeply for my actions and my words. Actually, what happened today was even worse and it's a results of my doings yesterday. There's not going to be a second time the same thing will happen. I will try to control my emotions next time. Lesson 2: I should never leave things until the last minute. Why did i listen to other people? They can do it doesn't mean i can too! I'm not Ms. Smartypants. I will study hard from now on to improve my pathetic 3.24 GPA. *disgusted* Back to mugging for tomorrow's accounting quiz. Tuesday, October 2, 2007 Yea Yea. I know i should be doing my accounting tutorial and not be blogging, but i need to voice out things that are stuck in my throat and my heart so that i can study at ease. Darling is sad today, or rather, when we were talking on the phone yesterday night. First time i heard him cry. There are things that he wants to achieve and that he hopes will happen.
When darling was feeling extremely on the other end of the phone, i wished that i could give him a great big hug and to console him. But although he's only on the other end of the phone, we were separated like on two ends of the world. I held on to the phone, listening to him, keeping quiet because i didn't know what to say. I had no 资格 to say anything at that point of time because i'm a lucky girl. I'm not bound by any bonds nor do i have to repay any debts when i graduate. My tuition fees are paid in full by my father. I know i'm a lucky bitch. I don't know how to make him feel better. I felt like a really useless girlfriend. Nonetheless, I held on to the phone, trying to delay as long as possible when he said that i should go back to my tutorial. I felt that by holding on to the phone, i was close to him and i could be there for him. Once we hang up, we'll be back to our different worlds. At that time, i wanted to be there for him. But darling seems to be in a hurry to hang up the phone. For what reason? I don't know. Maybe he just need sometime to himself. 我可以帮你分担你的一切 我可以帮你流眼泪 我愿意代替你来伤心难过 只要能够换得你的笑容 我设么都愿意做 希望我的宝贝可以早日找回他以前开心的笑容和声音 因为那时我唯一能在电话里听见的 那是我的精神支柱 Monday, October 1, 2007 Today is Children's Day! Too bad we don't get to celebrate children's day even though we look like and probably think like children. Haha. Today i told darling that i was hungry during dinner time, but he left messenger so hastily that he did not care about me. He simply said 'gtg, bye', and after that, he didn't even message me to show some concern! So, i was very unhappy and i told him about it. Me: Darling, i said i'm very hungry and you just left after saying you gtg and you didn't message me after that. 你不爱我了。 Darling: Huh? Sorry dear. Cause i'm rushing for the bus! Paiseh. Can you please go get some food? To fill abit of your stomach? Ok? Me: 太迟了。 Haha. Then darling used all the nice words to pacify me until i'm pacified. Haha. After that, darling sent me 2 MMS. MMS 1: Recognise this? If you be good and take care of yourself, i'll reward you with this. Haha. Be good and don't throw tantrum ok?  MMS 2: Looks familiar? Haha. Found it at More Than Words. It's a handheld fan. Trying to keep you company until you have dinner.  Haha. Yes. I already know that my darling is very nice. Haha. Today is children's day so he had to pacify me like i'm a child. Hehe. Anyway, i told him that PMS+Hungry+Tired = Grumpy. Haha. Then he said that he hope that my friends can faster come back to have dinner with me if not he's going to get it! Haha. 宝贝好可爱啊! Really not in the mood to study or to do anything. But i have an assignment to hand in on Friday and a test on Saturday which i totally have not touched! Have to start SOON! |