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THE WRITER Koh Shi Li. Born on 6 Sept 1987. Virgo. Has 2 sisters, whom i'm in a love-hate relationship with. Met the most wonderful guy, who is also damn lucky to have met me, on 18 Nov 2006 and we have been working hard towards a beautiful future tgt since then. HER MAN Puah Yeow Chong  HER UPDATES TAGBOARD HER FRIENDS OTHERS HER MEMORIES August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 CREDIT |
Thursday, August 30, 2007 I'm sick. How i wish that he can be here to take care of me. I don't want to slp alone in the cold weather on a cold bed. =( Hope he was here. Anyway, i barely started reading the company law textbook for last week's lecture. I couldn't drag myself out of bed last week due to the alcohol i had the night before during bash. Company law is SO BORING! Barely read a few lines and i started to feel bored already. I'm really hopeless. Why can't i be like the others, who will force themselves to study no matter how boring the subject is? I want to become a mugger! I'm really looking forward to meeting boyfriend tml. I'm gg to treat him to dinner because i passed my driving in tuesday and he said that he had prayed for me. I think we're going to eat either Billy Bombers or Carls Jr. Hehe. I'm carving for Carls Jr, but i told him that we would eat whatever he wants. Hopefully, tml will be a happy day. I'm always happy with when i'm with him but when i'm having PMS, it's really hard to say. *guilty* Part of the secondary school gang will be celebrating my birthday for me on Saturday. Hopefully we can get a room in the 10 dollars club cos i really wanna sing K. Hopefully my cough would have recovered by then. =) Going to treat my family to dinner on Sunday. Of course, it's to celebrate that i passed my driving. Really wanna thank my daddy for spending so much money on me. My university tuition fees are paid by him, not via CPF cos he said he dun want me to pay back the money in the future, and also, my driving lesson fees. I failed twice before passing it on my third try on the tuesday that passed. When i failed the 2nd time, he not only did not get angry but told me 'Nvm, next time try not to be so nervous'. I was very touched when he said that. And yet the ungrateful me forgot to inform him after i passed my test until he called to ask me! I'm such a failure. He even told me that he prayed to my grandfather this morning in hope that i'll pass my test. To make up for it, i've decided to treat my family to a dinner with the main purpose of treating him and thanking him for being to nice and dote so much on me. I shall go back and hit the book (Company Law Textbook). At the beginning: Darling and one of his good friends were interested in me. Luckily that was the case, if not, i don't think he would ever make any obvious actions to reveal his feelings. Remember there was once, when we were sill in the 暧昧stage, he would come over to my room to study very frequently. There was this night, when he came over, he put a piece of paper, which was tied to a rubberband, on my last finger. On the piece of paper, he wrote 'RESERVED'. He said that he still owes me a question that he should have asked, but now is not the time yet. He bought a pen with invisible ink for me. Whatever written with the pen can only be seen under UV light. On this fateful night, he insisted on tucking me into bed. After i was tucked into bed, he passed me a piece of blank paper and handed me the pen with the UV light. When i shone the light on it, it said 'WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?'. He said that i don't have to give him an answer that night. He laid on my bed and we talked for hours. I asked him what he liked about me. He said because he thinks that i'm cute. I told him i will not stay cute forever, i will become old eventually. He told me why he took so long to ask. It's due to the difference in our family backgrounds. He's afraid that he will not be able to give me the life that i'm living now. I told him that after i graduate, we'll both be on equal grounds. I can no longer live off my family and will have to help support my family too. Perhaps my burden will be lesser than his, but it'll not be much of a difference. I asked him to ask me the question once more. I said 'Yes'. We spent alot of time together in school. I stick to him most of the time. I'll go to find him during my breaks and after my lessons. Sometimes, he'll spend the night in my room. That kind of life lasted for slightly more than 1 semester. That was the time i enjoyed the most. During Holidays: When the holidays after his final exams came, we also spent alot of time together, but not as much as when we were in school. He often came over in the morning on the days when we were supposed to meet to wake me up. He says he like to see me wake up. We went out most of the days. He told me that he wanted to spend more time with me to make up for the time he would be able to spend with me after he starts to work. At that time, i was happy. But the thought of his starting work, meet new friends and having less time to spend with me will pull my spirits down. Nonetheless, i enjoyed those days too. Working Days: After he started to work, he had less time to spend with me. Yet his messages kept me happy throughout the day. He tries very hard to meet up with me every week. He came over to stay on some nights. We went to Wala together. We went to stay at a hotel together. Now, i'm already used to this kind of life. As long as i see the effort he puts in to meet up with me, i'm a happy and contented girlfriend. His Promises: We had a pact that we will not engage in pre-marital sex. Although we had some problems before coming to this decision, i was really happy when he said that he would wait for me, that good things are worth the wait. He's really a sweet guy. In the case of third parties, we will not let each other be the last one to know. (The story is in bits and pieces cos i dun really remember every single thing that happened between us. I've just recorded what i remembered from our short 9 months relationship) Start of my blog. I've been thinking, somethings are best recorded down. I want to remember all the lessons i've learnt, all the sweet and bitter moments, all the happy times spent with my boyfriend, family and friends, and all the unhappy times i've had. I need a medium for me to vent my frustrations (otherwise i woud vent them on my boyfriend) and to let me complain about all the things that happen in life. Most importantly, i want to remember all the time that i've spent and would be spending with my boyfriend, in case we don't work out eventually, at least i still have the memories with me. About Boyfriend: Darling is my 1st boyfriend. He is 5 years older than me. He had just graduated and entered the workforce. He's an engineer. He's a really sweet and patient guy. =) About Relationship: We've been together for 9 months and 12 days. We've had good and bad times together. He's the one who gives in most of the time. He doesn't want to spoil me but have already done so. I want to treat him very nice too. I love him very much. He loves me very much too. About Me: I'm coming to 20 this year. I'm his 5th girlfriend. I'm still a student. I think i'm a really sweet but impatient girl. Short tempered. Can be unreasonable at times. Cannot be get along well with anyone when having PMS. I have a driving license. (Got it this week) |