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THE WRITER Koh Shi Li. Born on 6 Sept 1987. Virgo. Has 2 sisters, whom i'm in a love-hate relationship with. Met the most wonderful guy, who is also damn lucky to have met me, on 18 Nov 2006 and we have been working hard towards a beautiful future tgt since then. HER MAN HER UPDATES TAGBOARD HER FRIENDS OTHERS HER MEMORIES August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 CREDIT |
Sunday, December 30, 2007 24th December 2007 Christmas Eve Went out with Liting, Ying, Jing Ying, Debby and Jenny to celebrate Jenny's birthday. We went to Taka to wait for Jenn'y to end work and we had dinner at Breeks with some of Jenn'y friends who decided to give her a surprise celebration but they did not expect us. Haha. We took alot of photos but i don't have them yet because none of them had sent me yet. I haven been online for a long time. After that, i met up with Judy and Cherine. We accompanied Judy to Cineleisure to buy her friend's birthday present and then we rushed to Far East to meet Esther because her boyfriend could gve us a lift to Changi Airport to chill. We wanted to leave town as soon as possible as it was very crowded and we don'e really like it. We wanted to find a place where we can chill in peace and no crowds. The decorations for Christmas was very pretty at the airport! as you can see in the photos. Haha. Very pretty!! Cherine did not want to take photos with us because she just hates to take photos. 25th December 2007 Christmas Day! Spent Christmas day with darling. Hehe. We went to Vivo city and we took a whole bunch of photos! *happy* See the pretty Christmas tree? Haha. It's extremely HUGE! Darling is so cute here! I like this photo. Darling looks cute. Haha. Reindeer Snowman Darling's cute here too! Haha. Obsession. Light Up. Light Up. Stupid Faces I thought that darling would only give me the chocolates he bought with me at NTUC the other day when we went to buy chocolates for his sisters. But NO! Darling surprised me with a Guess wallet which i was eyeing on! It was really unexpected! Haha. He came to tampines to buy on Christmas Eve before he went to meet his friends. He sent me a message to ask me if cream or red is better and i told him it's hard to tell him unless he tells me what he is getting. I told him i would prefer cream because i thought that he would get me flowers and i already had red roses last Christmas. Totally out of my expectation. This is the 1st time he had given me a real surprise because i would always anticipate what he is going to get for me and i would guess it correct. Haha. Really happy. I made a table calendar for darling. I'm very proud of it! I finished it in one night though because it had alot of materials and i'm afraid that if i had left it to the next day, i would be too lazy to take everything out to start again. Haha. I think it's really pretty. I was even able to make it stand and i drew big boxes so that he can have enough space to write on it. But darling says he won't use it because he cannot bear to write on the pretty calendar. Haha. The wallet!! Darling's card for me. He decorated the card because it was too plain. Haha. The calendar i made! Haha. Nice right? 27th December 2007 Havoc Christmas BBQ We had a BBQ after meeting that day. Me, Meixin and Peijun had a gift exchange. I got a crate from Meixin and a notebook from Peijun. During Havoc gift exchange, i got a handphone holder from Tze wei. Haha. I forgot to bring the Chirstmas card i wrote for some of them. *sigh* 28th December 2007 Mr Tan Farewell Dinner and Wala with the old guys Went to Mr Tan's farewell dinner and met up with some of the ex-classmates which i had lost contact with. People like Waikit, Jiyong, Bennett, Zhixiang and Peckhong. I left early to go meet up with darling and his friends at Wala. EIC was on that night. Hehe. Enjoyed a good performance and my favourite thin crust pizza with tabasco sauce. YUM! I love every minute spent with my darling. Haha. 29th December 2007 305 Class BBQ My second BBQ of the week. Getting so fat! *sad* Wanted to go sing Kbox after BBQ but the girls think that it's too expensive. So in the end, we went home. *sigh* But it's okay. Cherine had already fixed another singing session! Yipee! Thursday, December 20, 2007 他还是不懂 - SHE 要说什么 杯子都已经空了 闭上眼睛心里下起大雪 天寒又地冻 是不是到了 爱情结帐的时候 只剩下各自买单的寂寞 为什么当我推开门 他没有来拉住我 他还不懂还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留 如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔 他还不懂永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有 爱绝对能够动摇我 要用什么 融化这一片沉默 在四周的冷空气里叹息 化成烟飘走 过去的种种 在心里滚成雪球 怕还没说话泪就会先流 爱不是他给得不多 是不知道我要什么 都是背了太多的心愿 流星才会跌的那么重 爱太多心也有坠毁的时候 Wednesday, December 19, 2007 I remember someone in the movie ‘Enchanted’ said something like this: Everyone has bad times in their relationships. Why give up all the good times we’ve had together just because of a bad incident? That’s what I’m telling myself over and over again right now. Not that I’m about to give up the relationship, but… *sigh* we’re having a bad incident now. It feels so strange now because it’s nearing Christmas but I don’t even know if we’re going to spend it, or Christmas Eve together. I don’t know if we’re going out this weekend. I don’t know if I can accept my friends’ invitation to go out on Sunday because what if Sunday is the ONLY day that my busy boyfriend is free? So is it that we don’t meet up for the whole of this week? *sigh* I really don’t like this. I don’t like my life to be chaotic. I don’t like to don’t know what I’m going to do next. I don’t like to live in a life full of uncertainties. And all of the above, I’ve told him before. Am I really too demanding? Am I not understanding enough to not disturb him when he’s busy. Did he take that for granted? Did he take for granted that I’ll leave Christmas Eve and Christmas Day for him? Did he even plan to spend it with me? So many questions that he’s too busy to answer. Yet so much time to eat with colleagues. WTH I really hate this. BAD MOOD Monday, December 17, 2007 Shall blog about some random stuff. I think i should be fine after going to the hospital that day. Went orchard with darling today. Bought Meixin's and Peijun's christmas presents. Haha. I bought the same thing for he both of them. Hope they will like it. Bought a new bag for myself today. Haha. I had to hide it in my cupboard so that my grandmother won't see it and nag at me. Haha. I like that bag alot and according to that person, it's handmade! Took my first neopet with darling today. After 1 year. Haha. Went to starbucks and tried their mocha praline. It's not as nice as their peppermint mocha frap, in fact, it's not nice. At least not to mine and darling's liking. Me and darling at starbucks =) Friday, December 14, 2007 Going to the hospital later with darling. Hope that nothing is wrong with me. Darling has been very supportive, encouraging, patient, kind, caring, and everything nice, towards me. In return, i got irritated easily and got impatient with him because i wasn't feeling well mentally and physically. I cried in the middle of orchard road today and he sat down with me. He didn't know that i was not feeling well and that sometimes when i walk, it's very painful. He thought that i was crying because i was too tired, until i told him that i was worried because i know that i would have to go see a doctor sooner or later but i was afraid that it might be painful or it might be something bad. I kept crying along the way because the pain reminded me of what i had to face later today. Darling chose not to go to work so that he can accompany me to the hospital. It's really nice of him to do so. I need him to be there to support me and to make me feel safe when i get insecure. I need a shoulder to lean on in case i cry. I hope that everything is going to be fine. Wednesday, December 12, 2007 NEW BLOG SKIN! It’s still pink in colour. Hehe. I think it has some problem as my font size for the previous entries are in different font sizes. Don’t know why. But it’s okay, I shall just standardize my font size from now on. Darling is going out o meet his friend again so he’ll be home late. *sad* Enchanted Went to watch Enchanted with Meixin and Peijun yesterday before HAVOC meeting. The movie was good, perhaps because the company was good too. Hee. I secretly think that it’s even more fun than watching movies with darling. Shh. Of course I still like to watch movies with him. Getting really fat! I ate a bag of chips yesterday while watching the movie and before that, we had dinner! Haha. Fat fat fat. I must lose some weight!! Shall go for a jog later. Hopefully it won’t rain. My aim is to reach 40 by the end of the year. So I have slightly more than 2 weeks to lose 2 kgs. Now my weight is 42kg(=/-). *sigh* MUST LOSE WEIGHT! Monday, December 10, 2007 I was looking for my secondary 1 year book when I came pass Dunman’s coffee table book (Whatever that means). At the back of the book, are a few pages of comments left by my friends when we were in secondary 4. Haha. Brought back the fun and funny memories. Here are some interesting ones: 我觉得你长得很像 potato. After O’s 记得要去减肥。长大后如果你没有钱买 golden retriever 就去养 Vanessa lor. 因为她有狗的 characteristics. From: Yan dao, cutie Keong My favourite dog is the golden retriever and all my closer friends know that I want to have one as a pet when I grow up. Haha. That was back then. Shili, Known you since sec 2 but still same height! =P Jia you!! Can grow taller!! God bless.. Gd to know such a friend like you.. ‘O’ level 要加油喔!不要考得比我好hor! Haha.. jk nia.. Jenny One of my best friends back then. We studied together and she was one of my competitors. Haha. Although we always had quarrels, but we survived till now. Hehe. 没有你在,我会很想你喔! 我会不习惯的! U can never imagine how fortunate am I to know you.. 加油! Ruiting I’ve known her for 14 years and we’ve been classmates from primary 1 to secondary 4. EVERY SINGLE YEAR! Haha. So we were classmates for 10 years!! Haha. And we stayed as close friends until now. Hee. Hi Shili 认识你这朋友真好。 我真得很希望能 be ur friend forever! Vanessa One of my best friends back then. *smiles* All those were the exact words left by my friends for me, not a single was changed. Hehe. Those were the days when we had no worries and no stress. In the midst of planning my timetable. It’s so hard to plan when you don’t want to have five days week and 830am classes. *sigh* It’s been a long time since darling and I went for a movie together. There are a few movies when I would like to watch but I want to save money for him and he might not have the time to accompany me since he’s so busy and his mother had been unhappy because he spends too much time with outside. I went to his house on Sunday and his mother didn’t respond when I called her and she didn’t talk to me at all. *sad* I accompanied darling to Courts Megastore on Sunday to look around for waffle maker. Looks like he is serious about having his own business. Since this is so, I’ve decided to give him my full support instead of trying to get him change his mind about this. Hopefully, he can fulfill his dream of starting up his own business. After that, we went to his house and then, to AMK hub to get ingredients for the waffles and to look for the waffle make his sister told him about. In the end, he decided to buy the waffle maker from Courts instead of NTUC, so, he sent me back to Tampines and went to Courts himself. I told darling that I want to give him my full support on this business plan he has and I want to think of ways to help him. He told me that it would be good enough if I can understand if he doesn’t have time for me in the future. *sigh* I know he won’t have much time for me already, yet when I heard that, I couldn’t help but feel sad. I told him that, if he doesn’t have time to accompany me, I can accompany him instead. Haha. Sounds like there’s no difference? But there is! Haha. Accompanying me would mean shopping for clothes, watching movies, in short, doing things that I want to do. Accompanying him would probably mean, shopping for waffle ingredients, looking for contacts, trying out his waffles, etc. In short, doing things that he wants. All I want to do now is to be there for him when he needs me. Back to timetable planning. Saturday, December 8, 2007 Wearing the finisher’s tee darling earned for me this year. Hee. Don’t know if he means it or not, but darling always says that he don’t understand why I had chose him and what exactly I see in him. The strange thing is, he has been the one giving in to me, putting up with my PMSes, forgiving me everytime i lose my temper, etc. He has been so nice and he wonders about what I see in him. Hah. What a joke. What about me? When I think about the things that happened in the past year we were together, I feel really lucky to have found him. Haha. He might not be there whenever I need him because he has his own things to attend to, but he tries to be there for me as much as possible. He meets up with me even though he had a long tiring day at work. He finished the 42.195km so that he can get the finisher’s tee for me. He comes over to hall and stay up with me during the exam period so that I’m motivated to study. He comes over early in the morning to fetch me so that he can surprise me. He sends me home even though he’s tired. He’s this and that and everything! Haha. I simply adore him. Thursday, December 6, 2007 Hai. Having PMS again and so poor darling is the victim again. Went swimming with Judy yesterday. Haha. Wore my new bikini for the 1st time. But I ate so much today that yesterday’s swimming is wasted. Supposed to go out today to change the knee guard I got for darling and to buy ear piece so that I can listen to music and watch shows in hall, but I stayed at home all day because it was raining the whole day. I was in a bad mood because I had to stay at home for the whole day! Haha. Can you believe it? Poor darling. I vented my frustrations on him and he had to suffer even though he had nothing to do with it other then simply just suggesting that we don’t meet today because it’s raining heavily and it’s inconvenient for me to go to orchard to meet him. Talked to jenny just now. It’s been a long time since we talked to each other. Actually, it’s been a long time since I talked to Vanessa too. Haven talked to her since…. I forgot when. Anyway, it’s nice to talk you friends whom you think you’ve lost. *smiles* Going to orchard with darling tomorrow. Yay! But before that, I have to go to school for group meeting to discuss our next draft. POOL GAMES! Sigh. Hopefully, the weather will not spoil my date tomorrow. Haha. I really want to meet darling. Shall try to wake up early tomorrow for a jog. Getting FAT! Tuesday, December 4, 2007 2 December 2007 - Standard Chartered Marathon YAY!!! Completed the long awaited 10km with Mei Xin! Hehe. As promised, darling finished his 42.195km and gave me his finisher's tee. Poor him. Although he finished the run in 7 plus hours, he had cramps while he ran and hurt his ankle yet he persevered and completed the full marathon. Mei xin accompanied me to wait for darling's return at the finishing point, under the scorching sun, for 1 plus hours. We both ended up with sun burn. My shoulders hurt so much that i cannot even sleep on my back last night. And it still feels warm one day after the run. Poor innocent meixin. We saw quite a few people from hall at the run. We saw Terry, Chang Yan, Vincent, Alvin Tan and Seng. We went to haven lunch with Marcus, his friend and Qiyang after the run. After the lunch, darling came to my house for a shower and nap before we go for dinner with my family. My father had asked darling and Lirong to join us for dinner the night before and i told darling that i really hope that he can accompany me to go for dinner because my parents had a talk about their marriage the night before and i was afraid of the outcome. That's why even after the tiring 42km, darling went for this dinner with me. Haha. In the end, there was no bad outcome. Everything is fine. Hehe. 3 December 2007 Darling did not go to work today. He stayed at home to rest his poor feet. Haha. I went over to accompany him to the doctor. It's the first time i took bus to his house by myself. Haha. It used to be either taxi, he brings me to his house or i drive there. Stayed at his house for lunch and dinner and watch a dvd together. Darling lent me his aloe vera gel to apply on my poor burnt shoulders. After applying it twice, it's ALOT better already. Hazeline's effect is far from it. Haha. Going for a swim with Judy tomorrow. Going to wear my NEW BIKINI! Hehe. |