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Koh Shi Li. Born on 6 Sept 1987. Virgo. Has 2 sisters, whom i'm in a love-hate relationship with. Met the most wonderful guy, who is also damn lucky to have met me, on 18 Nov 2006 and we have been working hard towards a beautiful future tgt since then.

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    Tuesday, October 2, 2007

    Yea Yea. I know i should be doing my accounting tutorial and not be blogging, but i need to voice out things that are stuck in my throat and my heart so that i can study at ease.

    Darling is sad today, or rather, when we were talking on the phone yesterday night.
    First time i heard him cry.
    There are things that he wants to achieve and that he hopes will happen.
    • Let his father retire
    His father is already 67 this year, but he refuses to retire because he would like to continue to contribute to the family. Darling had always wanted his father to retire. Ever since he graduated he told me that he would want his father to retire when he starts to work and let his father 享清福。 But because darling's family can be better with the extra income from his father, he chose to continue working.
    • Provide his family with a good life
    Yes. Darling had always wanted to give his parents a good life. At least a life where they can not worry about money and stay at home to rest or have the time to do anything they would like to do and not to be bound by work.
    • His sister would get a job
    His sister has been unemployed for many years. It's not because she's not employable, but because she does not want to work. Darling hopes that his sister would contribute to the family so that his father can retire. He thinks that she's one of the reasons why his father chose not to retire yet.
    • Things wouldn't be so bad at work
    Darling is the only newcomer in his department. Naturally, he was given all the shittest jobs. Recently, Darling was 'nominated' by his department to join a certain yoga class organised by his company, WITHOUT HIM KNOWING! Darling is rather sad about this. Even i feel that darling is a poor thing. How can his colleagues just nominate him without his knowledge and acceptance?! I think that he's being bullied in his company. This is the first time i hoped that he could have just quit the job and not to be bothered by the fact that he was bound to the company for 1 year. Prior to this event, i always think that a guy should be strong and can 吃苦，so darling should stay in the company for at least the 1 year. But now i think differently.

    When darling was feeling extremely on the other end of the phone, i wished that i could give him a great big hug and to console him. But although he's only on the other end of the phone, we were separated like on two ends of the world. I held on to the phone, listening to him, keeping quiet because i didn't know what to say. I had no 资格 to say anything at that point of time because i'm a lucky girl. I'm not bound by any bonds nor do i have to repay any debts when i graduate. My tuition fees are paid in full by my father. I know i'm a lucky bitch.

    I don't know how to make him feel better. I felt like a really useless girlfriend. Nonetheless, I held on to the phone, trying to delay as long as possible when he said that i should go back to my tutorial. I felt that by holding on to the phone, i was close to him and i could be there for him. Once we hang up, we'll be back to our different worlds. At that time, i wanted to be there for him. But darling seems to be in a hurry to hang up the phone. For what reason? I don't know. Maybe he just need sometime to himself.

    我可以帮你分担你的一切
    我可以帮你流眼泪
    我愿意代替你来伤心难过
    只要能够换得你的笑容
    我设么都愿意做

    希望我的宝贝可以早日找回他以前开心的笑容和声音
    因为那时我唯一能在电话里听见的
    那是我的精神支柱