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THE WRITER Koh Shi Li. Born on 6 Sept 1987. Virgo. Has 2 sisters, whom i'm in a love-hate relationship with. Met the most wonderful guy, who is also damn lucky to have met me, on 18 Nov 2006 and we have been working hard towards a beautiful future tgt since then. HER MAN Puah Yeow Chong  HER UPDATES TAGBOARD HER FRIENDS OTHERS HER MEMORIES August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 CREDIT |
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 Happy 10th month darling! Darling surprised me by coming to school to find me just now. Luckily i slept late last night to write the monthly letter i always wrote for him every month. Hehe. He bought a slice of cake from Starbucks, a bag of my favourite calbee hot and spicy potato chips, a box of Lexus peanut butter crackers, 3 pcs of my favourite subway M&M chocolate cookies (1 for me, 1 for mx and 1 for marcus) and a cup of my all time favourite 7-11 mocha. And it's s coincidence that i had wanted to buy a cup of mocha from the 7-11 in school but i found out that the cup size have shrunk but the price still remains the same so i decided not to buy before i went to study at library 2 with jenq. I think my darling and i have telepathy. Haha. Really happy that darling came to school to find me because this was what i was hoping for the whole day, that he would surprise me by coming to school. Darling never disappoints me. Although i would have wished that he was carrying the seal soft toy that i had wanted sometime ago and didn't buy because it was too expensive, i know that i should be contented with what he had already done for me. He had came after work to find me despite being tired from a whole day of work. I'm very touched. For the past 10 months, i could say that we have gone through quite alot. Maybe because it's my 1st relationship that's why he is taking extra efforts to meet up to my expectations. Maybe because I'm alot younger than him that's why he's always giving in to me, he treats me very very very well, protects me in every way, dote on me alot and will always want to see his little girl happy. Hehe. Or maybe, I'm just plain lucky to have found such a nice guy to be my 1st, and hopefully also the last, boyfriend. Maybe I'm spoilt by him, but i could also confidently say that, I've learnt alot from him. Shortly after 6 or 7 months into our relationship, we were faced with a huge change in life. He had to enter the workforce while I'm still studying in school. It's not like going to the army, where there are only, or mainly, guys. He's bound to meet girls who are much prettier and nicer than me and whom he can spend more time with. When all the insecurities starts to set in, he was there for me. He chose not to assure me that he'll never change his feelings for me, instead, he said that at least for now, he would still love me. Those were not able to pacify me, but he wouldn't promise me that he would love me forever because he's afraid that he won't be able to keep to his promise. So, instead of forcing him to promise me, i had to learn that things are changing everyday. When we meet new people, we are not able to say for sure that we won't fall in love with them one day. Moreover, this kind of feelings, most of the time, cannot be controlled by ourselves. We may end up meeting people whom we feel good with and maybe have a little feelings for, but as long as we keep in mind that there's a person who loves me more than anyone else, and whom i had went through alot with, we would still want to stay with that person. Moreover, i can say that both of us had went through alot for each other and we had also learnt to love each other's families. Darling had always sacrifice his resting time to spend more time with him and I've always been trying hard to learn that he must have time for himself and that he does not have to spend all the time when he's not working with me. We had already tried to accustom to each other's way of life. Although there are people whom I'm getting more close to in my life recently, and the same goes for him, I'll be trying very hard to make sure that i won't have a change of heart. I think nobody in this world would be able to try so hard to give in to me and to give me as much as my darling had done for me. I want to live under his protective wings forever and to be loved by him. He's the one whom i want to start a family and to work hard together with. Hopefully, we can last that long. Happy 10th month darling. I love you. |