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THE WRITER Koh Shi Li. Born on 6 Sept 1987. Virgo. Has 2 sisters, whom i'm in a love-hate relationship with. Met the most wonderful guy, who is also damn lucky to have met me, on 18 Nov 2006 and we have been working hard towards a beautiful future tgt since then. HER MAN HER UPDATES TAGBOARD HER FRIENDS OTHERS HER MEMORIES August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 CREDIT |
Friday, September 21, 2007 10 more hours to my tax quiz. But I'm not in the mood to study at all. It's always like that, as it gets nearer to the test time, the motivation to study will decrease at an increasing rate. Haha. Well, according to Emmeline, she had not been studying for the past few days, and i started studying like last week. But for her, catching up is easy. I'll probably need to study 2 months before the test and she can finish studying in 2 days. Haha. But life's never fair, so I'll just have to accept the fact that she's much more smarter than me. As for Yiling, she might be held up by things that are more important but I'm sure she's consistent with her studies. According to my speculation, tomorrow's test will be a breeze for them, while I'll probably have a tough time doing the paper. I'm actually rather bothered by one very bothering thing, and that is whether i should disclose the existence of this blog to darling. Although I've never deliberately hid this blog from anyone (it's just that nobody had asked before), i don't really feel good hiding anything from him. Well, he might have asked me if i had a blog before but it was before i had created this and at that point of time, i really didn't have a blog. If he had found out this blog by himself, which is highly impossible because he seldom goes online, or his friends had told him that they had found a blog with his collage, will he think that I'm not honest to him? Haha. Or that i did not practise the transparency policy? Haha. I shall try and put myself in his shoes. (1) If i had found out that he had a blog and he had not told me about it, how would i feel? Ans: MAD! (2) Will i think that he had hid the blog from me? Ans: YES (3) Will i feel sad? Ans: YES (4) Will any explanation provided by him be good enough for him to not tell me about his blog? Ans: NO (5) Will i think that something fishy's going on? Ans: DEFINITELY!! Hmm... The answer seems to be quite obvious. I should tell him about my blog. But there are also cons about telling him about my blog. Like, i will not be able to write whatever i want to since i know that he'll be reading. Actually, i won't be able to write what i want to as long as i know that someone i know i reading my blog. Reason being, i care too much about what others think of me. Will they think that my blog entries are stupid? Will they think that my grammar is lousy? Will they laugh at my English? (I don't have to worry about this if it's darling reading since his English is not too good as well. Hee.) And my list of concerns goes on. And if i know that my boyfriend is reading my blog, will he be shock to know that I'm actually such a demanding person? Actually, he already knows that, but he might think that I'm a more demanding person than the demanding girlfriend he knew. Haha. Will i still be able to write about my male friends? Sigh. Conclusion, I'll tell him when there's a right chance to tell him. And i have a strong feeling that the right chance to tell him will be the next time we meet up. Haha. Yes, i think it's a good solution. I won't feel good if he starts a blog and doesn't tell me about it too. Will be going down to town with MX tomorrow to exchange a top i bought previously. Hope that we can convince Jenq to drive us down so that we don't have to carry our heavy baggage down to town and that we get to enjoy the comfort of being driven around in a car without having to squeeze with other people. PLEASE GUANG JENQ. PLEASE DRIVE US TO ORCHARD. Shall act pity more so that he'll give in. Haha. Back to tax notes. Tax is so taxing. |